I am feeling ridiculously inspired but I haven’t got around to relieve any of that inspiration. There are many uncompleted things that I have yet to do, these include :
I awfully enjoy writing and I guess its one of the best mediums to express my thoughts and feelings. Its the same as how I would rather text someone how I feel than explain it out because my words often get into a jumbled mess along with my thoughts so I guess writing is good. I’ve been thinking about this for quite a bit of time but perhaps, I’m quite afraid to take the leap of faith. I want to start making videos. There, I’ve said it. This thought has been pretty much swimming in my mind for quite some time now, I’ve been in talks about even since before Os ended but I guess I didn’t get around to do it. There isn’t really any physical obstacle stopping me but perhaps, the hurdles that lie in my way are more mental. The fear of getting judged and the fear of being overwhelmed and possibly, be drowned by the ever growing sea of videos out there.
I’m heading off to bangkok in a couple of weeks and I will try to start the visual diary from there. I am really excited and it is going to be an amazing journey of learning and exploration so I hope that I don’t get too overwhelmed or afraid. This year has been amazing and I’ve met people who have taken that leap of faith to start something new and venture into the unknown so I hope to do so too. Thank you for inspiring me my friends x.
Alright, this has been my thoughts and of course, my thoughts are pretty much organized chaos.
when attractive people compliment me on things i get suspicious because remember when regina george complimented that one girl on her skirt